Commencement!

It's been four years since I've been at my highschool(duh). I've met so many people, and I'm so happy that I went to this school. I was originally supposed to go to a different school, but I moved, and thus went to this school.
I used to be a major loner, ugly, shy girl in middle/elementary school.
I honestly...can't fathom how I've become like this, but it's all because of the people I met.
I see everyone saying how this school sucks, the school is so bad, but I appreciate it so much. the people, the atmosphere...it really did make my experience a pleasant one. You guys all helped my blossom into what I am today. I can only bloom wider from now on because you guys are the one who gave me the confidence.

Thank you!


I only wish I could have taken a picture with everyone...

Curry, yum!

Today, my sister and I made some curry to eat.
It was so yummy! but, we kinda over ate..LOL


This was all of the ingredients. We added an instant curry block


And so, we cook the food.

We then split it up, so my sister makes a veggie one, and I make a meat one. 1.5 cup of water for each.


My sister's veggie one.


My meat one.

Then the curry block thing was added.


Sister's veggie curry with curry base.


My lovely meat one.

That is all there is to it. It is ready to be plated. Our original dinner was supposed to be salmon, so we tasted some of the curry.


My sister's veggie curry plated.

I think she put too much = =


My lovely curry!


Spoon is next to it showing it's size. We used small plates. So cute!

Ahh dinner was good. yum. Never felt this full in a long time.

Some giveaways to enter

Here's a change of posts.
I love reading these two blogs, and especially since they are from toronto.
I'm totally feeding on the Torontonian/Canadian pride right now.

So, let's get to the good stuff.

First up, is THISWASFOREVER'S giveaway.

This is her Dolly wink giveaway. It's so pretty! I've always wanted Dolly wink lashes, but I never had the money...and most stores are sold out = =;
You can click here to enter


Secondly, it's sparklyplayground's (Joyce) anniversary! congrats!

So much stuff to giveaway!! Is it sad to say I love the second place prize as much as first place?
And yes, she is giving two prize sets away. And they are both very generous, and you won't be disappointed regardless of which prize.
Please click here to enter

That is all. Everyone, good luck! (and I hope I win...I mean...let's be fair)

eeeekkkk gggaaaadddd

I feel like an android....I've been uhh 'studying' and I think it went well.
I had a chemistry exam today, and it went...very well. A little too well...it's too suspicious. I didn't freak out, or stumble too much. I finished things right on time, with a little bit to spare to check like, 2-3 times. I finished multiple choice a little bit earlier than recommended time...
hmmm....either I'm really good, or I'm so cocky but did horrible. I hope it's the first option :s I'm supposed to be majoring in chem...LOL sad sad life.

So...I'm actually feeling sick right now. During my exam, I didn't have a tissue, so I was sniffling the whole time. It was horrible. I would just wipe my nose, and snot will cover my sleeve. Too much information? I think so. I don't even know why I started to feel so sick.
ugh, I hope I get better soon!

mmmmmm

I had my first exam of this semester today. English, oh how i love you...NOT. :|
It's so sad....15% of my mark is dependent on 20 marks. D:
AND, there's only one question, and I have to write an essay. oh lordy....
I just hope I do well enough so that my average doesn't drop. I wanted to keep my entrance scholarship.

I'm currently drinking Vita mango juice. I noticed that the price for these things have gone up....
Despite that, it's still good. I like the lemon tea flavour more though.

nom nom nom

Super swollen face

So....I woke up today to see that half my face is swollen.
I now look like I have a square jaw. I look like a man. I'm so sad right now. D:
I'm hoping that the swelling subsides by tomorrow, so I won't be ugly when I write my English exam...as vain as that sounds...
I just hate the way I look right now, I feel a dull throb and that's it.
I went to the dentist, and I had to get a root canal. It was painful, but not as painful as I thought it would be. It's not done though. My tooth still has a gaping hole in it. Because of my busy schedule, my next appointment is next Sunday. I have to wait a week before I can get my teeth fixed = =

oh the woes of my life... ;O;

toothache!

danngg! I have the worst toothache right now. And right before exams too. I can't concentrate because I can feel the throbbing pain. I can actually see part of my face swelling.
I hate hate hate my teeth. Despite getting braces, I don't feel like they are perfect yet. I feel like they need more work done.
I still don't smile that much, because I hate how I look when I smile. D:

The sad truth about being a BSS student

I'm currently at school on my laptop. What am I doing? Not going to class, in other words, skipping. But wait, why would I be at school.
Well, this is the sad truth about being a BSS student. Despite skipping classes, we still venture out to school. Yeah, that's right. Even if we don't have classes, we are still at school. Even if we're skipping, we're skipping within the school.

= = the sad truth about the type of students we have.
Even looking around the caf right now, students are slowly trickling into the room, soon every table will contain a student.
As time passes, the noise will grow even louder.

Ahhhhh the life of a nerd. S2

Travelo~~

Ugh...I should really stop spending money :(
Anyways, today, I made a splurg!! I bought a pink travelo. It's so adorable though!!!
It cost 9.99 at shoppers, and they fill it up for you with a perfume of your choice! SCORE!
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
The perfume I chose to fill it up with was givenchy very irrisible. It's Eau de Parfum.
Which is awesome, cuse it last longer, and you're paying 10 for the atomizer AND perfume.

It's really cute and pink....I just hope I don't regret it in the future.


My lovely!!


The back of the package. Teaching you how to use it.


It looks like this.


And tada! Just wished the inside was pink : (


And on the other side, it says travelo.

Travelo also comes in other colours, like black, magenta and silver. But I mean, look at this pink! Why would you want any other colour? LOL


Ps. I've been having this feeling of not wanting to study. DDD: I didn't study yesterday, and I don't think I'm going to study today. Sigh....

Exams!!

I've decided to make this blog, not only a makeup blog, but just a blog for my personal entertainment. When I feel the need to write my emotions and my events.
I want to be able to look back on this blog and just think "ohhh yeahhhh..." or even "omg...I'm so imature...= =''' "
xD

Anyways. Exam stress is getting to me. I've been studying chemistry all day long, and it's wearing me out. I see my peers, and some of them seem to be doing just fine, they seem to be coasting. For some reason, I feel like I'm the only one putting in effort.


OMFG. I just made a HUGE post...and all that's above was salvaged.
I want to cry. I no longer feel appreciation. I feel devastation.

What I had originally written was something similar to this:

lalalala something about something lalala

OH. I asked friend about their osap potential funding. Turns out, her amount is the same as mine. I felt cheated from the world.
My parents have 3 children(including me) who work day and night(literally, they own their own business) who wouldnt be able to pay for my education if not for osap.
Where as, my friend who is an only child who owns a gucci wallet, macbook, going to china this year and cuba. Oh, and did I mention her father has a hidden income?
I wanted to go to china this year, but me going will set my family into a big huge debt, I potentially won't even be able to go to school.
I feel so cheated that I, someone who really needs the money, is getting the same amount as someone who is privileged enough to have their parents pay.

I feel the world is so unfair...
you know what? I shouldn't feel that way.
I should appreciate what the world has to give. I should appreciate the quality education I get.
With out family situation, I normally wouldn't even be going to school right now if not for OSAP and wonderful canada.

Well, I bid you farewell. I shall sleep tonight appreciating the world just this much more.

-END SUMMARY-
that was the post I was supposed/did write. Well, it's gone now. I'm gonna sleep being bitter.
Damn world. why?! *shakes fist* = =